Sunday 10 November 2013

The Break-UP



Life without you is really cool. I mean it. I was tired of being available 24*7! Three years of you and I badly needed a break. I know you are very important and pretty famous too these days but bullshit! I am sorry but I really wanted some time with myself; These are crucial years of my life and I wanted no one to pull me back. Along with momentary fun you have also given me heart aches, you know, but just to lessen the drama I never confessed it. Now I am. Of course  I have had fun with you too, you were always there no matter what, I met new interesting people through you but it's time we depart, for a while may be but we must. I have changed, I feel more mature and less jobless. I feel to spend time in more constructive things rather and with people who give me happiness in true sense. No I am not upset neither is it any of my mood swings like others are sensing; it's me in completely fine state biding you farewell.

At Peace
Pakhi


I really never had a chance to write a break up letter before so I thought why not! Haha! Just to tell you guys, I was a sincere whatsapp user; indeed one of the earliest birds who had a phone with this app. And so it was just a few WA people in my list back then. But now being online for everyone every time, constant messages, the groups vibrating all day long, also those insomniacs messing your sleep; I started to hate this very app I teased the WA-less community earlier for. I was cheesed off with my own  habit of checking the phone every now and then. Also it wasn't that every time your phone was buzzing with messages; when it didn't I found myself completely clueless about how to pass time; a perfect situation for all the negative thoughts to dwell in my head. The most irritating part was when people, to save on their balance, would WA you the smallest of details and would force you to do the same. ME, I am not good with touch phones and whenever such situation occurred I felt like throwing my brand new b'day gift. I was pulled back to old qwerty keypad for the same reason. I really miss those old phone call times. Three to four phone friends, laughing and sharing life. Or even the SMS times were good enough. At least you didn't appear online or your inbox wasn't filled with 'Why you ignoring me' messages, from people who believe me won't care even if I die.The funniest part of all was on deleting WA, hardly two to three people called me to ask why, and all of them thought something miserable has happened. NO NO NO! It's just I have been wanting to do it for long, but couldn't for this and that reason; the easy access to assignments and practical files you know; but easy access of ME was simply not my intention. Life is okay with few people in it; but few real people.

Pakhi