Thursday 28 August 2014

No Pubs for Me

Decided once and for all; I am never entering any lounges/pubs/bars. Be it your party or let me be paying for my entry but a big NO. Over the years, I have tried to adjust into the dark and loud ambiance; but I simply can't. May be it's my pathetic dance skills ? Or perhaps the awkward situations I find myself in. It can be my inability to remember the hip hop songs (any song for that matter) and to understand the beats and the stupid rhythm. I have no idea. Yes I don't drink but I have nothing against it as well. I was never a saint. I guess I simply don't like it. I don't feel comfortable; maybe because it's too dark or too loud to even hear your own self. I don't know. Many give me an "out of the world" look when I try to make them clear my dislike for discs. But who cares? I listen to my heart and it says NO in capitals!

 I am fond of dressing up; not too much of it but yes sometimes blood red lips or a dramatic eye makeup and a cool hairdo aren't totally hate-able. But I would prefer getting ready for a dim lit restaurant with a Live band playing probably, sitting around with a bunch of friends served with delicacies over the table rather than a suffocating dance floor raining with neon. Once in a blue moon I do turn up at dance  parties, just in case I have developed any taste buds for the same, but OH NO. Oh no no!

Last experience was a few days back, and I am purposefully writing this post so as to make sure I register it before I repeat the mistake of stepping into a place which I am sure to regret afterwards. Also to make friends note it before they force me into such parties and waste my time and mood.

I guess I am meant for an open sky with stars glittering above me. Soft music and friends.Sheer bliss! 

Pakhi